That feeling when your crush knows that you have a crush on him. Oh, oh, oh. It so happened that the closest person is teammate with my crush in Judo. One day, while I was passing by them (my friend and my crush), my friend called me. I looked at them but the very time I glance my crush’s face, I looked away immediately. My friend kept on calling me while my crush was looking at me also. My friend told my crush that he should say Hi to me. He kinda introduced me to my crush though we already know each other. So, we were like, “We know each other.” I was so embarrassed because I kept on trying to hide my smile and butterflies in my stomach but I couldn’t. So, I was smiling all the time. Now, everytime we get bumped in the hallway, I always ignore my crush but he kept on saying Hi! even if I’m far away from him already. What was that?
We had our Girl Scout Graduation today. I was too excited of graduation because I don’t really like GSP. Especially wearing the Type A Uniform and doing the drills. I still remember the first time I’ve attended the GSP class. It was so far different from the scouting I’ve been to when I was in elementary. We had this pasulong, fancy drillings, cad and all. I admit that I looked like a frog the first time I made those drillings. It was hilarious.
I’m finished with GSP life. Next year, I’ll be a CAT member already and I also hate it. That’s why I’m planning to be an athlete. I still don’t know what event but I’m choosing between PEP, cheering and table tennis. A lot of people are telling me that I should join Judo. But since I’m a very pathetic person that a simple force could carry me away up to the core of the earth, I will not join Judo. Oh, exaggeration. I want to be exempted next year!
Everything went better than expected. Except for one thing; my Math professor failed my notebook grade because I passed it late. However, it doesn’t stop me from liking him. He’s a very great teacher/adviser or I’d rather say second parent.
We watched our Vid-Geo in Mathematics. We were tasked to make a video about how we can apply Geometry in our everyday lives. We chose “similarities” as our group’s topic. I felt so terrible the time our teacher told us that we were going to watch the videos we made. I was terrible because I was the one who made and edited ours so I probably know what it looks like. The video was showing different videos we chose mixed with my narration. I really wanted to die that time because my voice and English grammar sucks. I just crammed that damn video. If only I knew it would be shown in the class, I should have created it in my favor. Lol. We also had our presentation in Music; that minor subject but when you take it, it feels like it’s a major subject. Plus the terror teacher who likes to deduct and deduct your grade if you did something wrong. Anyway, we danced Let’s Get Loud by Jennifer Lopez. See the dignity I have? It doesn’t exist, anymore. Right after classes, we had our Girl Scouts Graduation. It was fun.
I went home to change my clothes then went back to the university to be with him. You know that feeling when you choose to be with that special someone rather than just give yourself a long sleep? That’s a sacrifice, man. A sacrifice I could always do for him. I feel so relax when I’m with him. Hoho. This sounds cheesy. I hate being cheesy. Over all, today was a.. uh.. cool day.
This is really ironic. I’m having a time in reading blogs while I don’t even finish reading a book. Anyway, starting now, I’ll be active in this blog. I don’t want to be a talkshit anymore. But I swear, I’ll be active. Maybe in just a week but I swear, I’ll be active!
I’ve been holding a lot of thoughts in my mind right now. I don’t know where to start. But ugh. So, I can feel too much pressure. I should be doing my school requirements but I’m here, procrastinating again and typing these words I didn’t even choose. I have problems with school. I’m getting low grades. As one of the top in the class, this is a big disappointment. For me, it feels like it will dig me until the core of the earth. I’m believing in myself too much that I can do this, I can do that but I always end up that I really don’t. Maybe, the fact that summer vacation is becoming nearer and nearer as each day passes by is the main reason why I don’t think about my grades nor keep them higher. But I have to strive harder. I have to get high scores in our exams because it’s the only way I would get high grades in the card. But ugh.. Excitement for summer ruins everything. I just really want a rest!